Friday, January 9, 2015

Natural Born Idiot.

So, I'm on the phone with my boyfriend/fiance; that title has an interesting explanation to it. I could explain that now but I think that would give away too much of my pathetic and unappealing mystery, you know? But anyway, I spoke to soon, because he just hung up on me. Cool, screw you too. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm being a brat. But that's just how I am. I see things my way until someone can somehow show me different. Then again, he's just as stubborn...maybe. I don't know anymore. I love him but I swear I can't even say I know in my heart we're going to make it. I don't even know if I know what love is. I'm just a stupid kid, right? Too young and inexperienced to know anything about anything. Simple stuff goes right over my head, and it sucks when I'm made a fool because of it; because of my own ignorance. Ha, I'm talking outta my ass right now. Just saying anything to keep my fingers darting across this black keyboard. I don't know why I mentioned the color, that detail was completely unnecessary, but so was that side comment. I'm sorry, to all the people who won't be reading this; I'm an idiot   
Later...

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